I will try to make this short and sweet but I have alot to say.

Thank You.
I've been in this community for officially a year now even though my forum joined date says otherwise...

I have made countless friends and memories that I will never forget for a very long time.
I'll give a little story on how I came to be here

now this is a story all about how my life got flipped upside down...
One day, me being bored and a idiot that wanted to add good people at counterstrike that are high levels, as it has to mean that they are good, right?
I stumble upon a account by a guy named myback.. With a cool designed account profile and over a thousand hours on csgo! Keep in mind this is January and i only play csgo competitive..... Over the next month I see myback only playing one community server. Now I'm not much of a role player but one day I join to see why he always plays community servers... Here I am on mittlefans and no idea wht im doing.. I see one cop on and its some shitlord named Yamamoto, whos on counterterrorist, i assume hes an admin and he teaches me how to play. I played a few hours but left because i thought the server was cool and all but i like my competitive, which i have long now quit because of vavles ranking change. Now we come back around this time to when its on abusemecity. I drop competitive and only play one server, moonshade.
My first ever forum was moonshade
My first ever teamspeak server i joined was moonshade
My first ever friends that i met online are from moonshade
My first ever community i dedicate my time to is moonshade

It flipped my life upside down, giving me meaning and purpose, feeling special and having fun, i see all these cool guys playing and having fun, and people encouraging me to become more. First my cop application with queso teaching me how to be cop, then to becoming admin where i wony forget the story of that day...

This is the good old days and i dont remember all the details but i was being told by alot that i would become admin, even myback told me!
Come meeting time my blood pressure is higher than gnome on meth, crack and heroin. I get brought into the admin channel and everyone is muted except sealz, he tells me i got denied

My heart drops

Then i was told "just kidding your accepted"
Then comes a entire channel of laughter because he fuced up the plan.

Member a year, admin for around 9 months even though i was gone for over two months of that time.

now this is going to sound really retarded because everyone sucks up to myback but.. Myback being such a cool man and always being there for me, no matter how many times ive made him mad and he would ignore me, i will always consider him a friend. Ive gone some pretty roigrh times and he always knows the words and knows what to say to cheer me up or make me feel better about myself as a whole. Myback may think im a fucking madman, but to me, he is a friend i will never forget.

Jamal, you may always get maf at me for stupid shit that i do or my memes are too funny, but your the guy i would trust DennyB's baby boy SIZE=48[/SIZE] with and never doubt you for a second. You would always make me secons guess myself if i do something wrong because back last year, i was dead scared of you! Your always come off cold but inside your a hearwarming man and i wouldn't know how to really feel about anytging without you as you taught me indirectly that the world isnt what it seems. Your just like Myback and you arent afraid to say anything, and you would straight up tell me that im no good enough... Etc and that would always spark a little notion inside of me to fix what im doing wrong. I always thought you were just a guy that plays games and doesnt like me (which you are, fucker) but your more than that, you are a friend to me.

Razor.... You and i have gotten really close this past year and your one of my best friends now, we share too many laughs to count and you always make me feel good about myself. I hope we can stay friends for years to come

Denny... Today is your birthday, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!
You are one of the very few people i cannot ever get mad at and your such a funny guy. You always manage to make me smile and you are appreciated and you matter 🙂

to all else, there are too many people to list and above is a few thay i just randomly thought of, everyone here has had a impact on my life in general. Im ashamed i wont be able to do my job ad go to our meeting and map change on friday as i will be celebrating my birthday with around 22 people. (I'm a popular kid, my memes are funny). All of you are great and i wouldnt know where i wpuld be in life if i didnt come to this community.
I Love You All.

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i dedicate this section to Queso and Bio: and him always welcoming me with him yelling SHHHEEECCKLLLEESSSSSSSSSSSSS
Honestly, whenever queso and bio do that it may get annoying but it makes me feel good because i dont go unnoticed. Thank you both for that <3
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To all the people i met, love, and adore,
Thank You <3

Ps. Will be adding more soon, have alot more stories to tell but for now.Happy Easter!

ans before you pull a razor, no, im not quitting.