Well as some of you do not know later today I was banned from moonshade permanently. I would just like to tell you what I did in the past and why I was banned. Well here goes nothing, so when I was a young little lad I was watching gmod videos of people playing roleplay. And I found interest in roleplay so I only had CS:GO at the time that my dad bought for me. So I went to the community server section and typed in roleplay and Moonshade popped up, so I decided to hop on. The moonshade community was very cheerful and jolly at the time of me joining on middlefans. After joining I saw this guy named sheckles and I guarded his house which I loved because I could protect and kill. This is when I found interest in killing people, to me it was very funny. Which is when everyone hated me, even though I didn't care it made me sad that every time I planted drugs they got taken or when I put locks on my door they got broken. So map changed to city 45 and I hated a person named earth which is a admin and "Skittles" said you hate earth well here this thing can open any door and get you inside and as my dumb self I was like ok and he said for it I want 400k. So I gave him 400k and he unlocked the door so I thought it opened it but figured out later that it didn't. Later on I went to impersonate skittles and kill everyone and later was permanently banned. I really wanted to change so I took a 6 month break and hopped on my dads account. I started playing and it was like CS:GO became fun again. I loved playing with everyone but became a very toxic player. I first told someone I would not like to release their name just incase it gets them in trouble but I told them that I was banned later telling another and later telling "skittles". Later today I was banned because "skittles" told Myback what I did. And was permanently banned. This has told me that I should not come back because I am not wanted so I will follow my word and not come to back to moonshade unless I get unbanned. I wanted to get all my lies and all this off my back, so I guess this is my farewell to moonshade and its community. I would like to thank sheckles and karma for being the best friends I could have ever when I needed them. This shall be my last sentence therefor I will say this I should not have come back when I was permanently banned from the server this was my fault and matt if your reading this you can keep that 500k my friend, Goodbye moonshade community and all its fantastic players. Never aim to be me as I have done many wrong things and I am sorry about that, goodbye moonshade goodbye sheckles and goodbye Myback.