i'm sorry to everyone iv'e ever hurt. Joining the Cs go community was the worst decision iv'e ever made its done nothing but hurt me and i have no idea if ill ever be able to make it up but just know i'm sorry for everything iv'e done, everything iv,e put you all through.

what has this community done to affect you and your real life exactly?

SPOOKY wrote

what has this community done to affect you and your real life exactly?

its not the moonshade community its the toxic cs go community in general and iv'e been rethinking just my life and shit and iv'e looked at how the cs go changed me in the sense that i used to be really chill and it turned me into a person nobody likes.

but i might not be on for a couple of months

Just remember only you can change how you feel. Others have that power if you give it to them.