I am done. Myback has broken me into a depressed state for the last two years and I can't take this shit anymore. Until MyBack can talk to me without fucking spitting on me and treating me like his slave, I can't keep myself to stay any longer to fuck up my mental state more, as it already is. This server used to bring me joy, I met so many players that turned to be great friends with me, but MyBack is just putting my chains back, telling me to go back to the fields. I'd dedicated my whole life for Moonshade, putting it before anything. I never went outside, I was a fucking hermit. I poured weeks and months on maps for this community and went through the hard times when the server was suffering from situations caused by people/players. But the shit I get from MyBack is like being whipped by master. I will cherish the good times I had here and the amazing friends I made here, but it's time for me to go. A final note for MyBack: . Thanks, you truely do care about me.

Wow jamal you are really gonna do this? I would just like to say thank you for all you have done for me jamal I will miss you. :biblethump: :biblethump:

Myback introduced me to Jamal some 2-3 years back. we never really got along until this past year, seeing someone like Jamal leave due to poor management is awful. This should not be mourned over but instead taken as a momentum of activism we can better the community, and quite frankly it is annoying seeing myback turn all situations like he is always the blame, but this time he really is. Jamal might not be someone who is recognized in the general population of the world, but he will be recognized be me, he is one of the best people i have had the honor to meet, and for that i thank you, King of KFC Jamal.

I don't pick sides. I like you and MyBack so hope this thing gets sorted out and all gets better.

Linx wrote

I don't pick sides. I like you and MyBack so hope this thing gets sorted out and all gets better.

I try not too, but after knowing myback for 5+ years its kinda hard not to notice when people change :/

Goodbye. Thank you. We will miss you. :biblethump: :biblethump: :biblethump: :biblethump: :biblethump:

Bye jamal I wish you the best

I am sorry for what has happen between you and myback

im suprised to read this. Anyway regardless of what happened, live your life jamal. you are young and time is on your side. Remember that this, rp and life, was all just a dream. A game :gordon:. your contributions will not be forgotten

Jamal

Alot of this revolved around the admin meetings weve had the past two weeks. I know you want me and saeko removed, but that doesnt mean you need to remove us, you haven't tried once to talk to me about being inactive, you kust bitched about it in the admin meetings, never once did tou tell me that i needed to play more otherwise my position is at risk. Myback is the only person who randomly messages me ans actually cares about my contributions and the overall view of the admin team. Playing is not the only form of contribution to moonshade. Myback actually cared and talked to me at one point where nobody would message me or talk to me. You didnt even try to message me about my status and activity here. Myback cares about everything as a whole. His reasoning for keeping me was because of my experience here and when i actually am on, im the enforcer, robo-cop.

Anyways
Jamal, weve had some fun times together and i wont ever forget you, even though you dislike me, at the end of the day i see you as my friend