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  • Something needed to be said therefore time to rant.

Ok first things first in the past week there has been alot of reports about respect all players and thats enough to raise a few eyebrows and make you ask whats changing whats going.

What really brought this into my eyes was that harrassment has been going on the server and all these reports and posts more specifically matthews report where he
was being reported for yelling in chat fuck you cause he got"roasted" but we didnt take into account that hes always like this my proof stands on that post and this screenshot. https://gyazo.com/d7743a98e7ffbf9fa7a2a4f3ab9f8a1e and here is the report. https://gyazo.com/f7c0fbb1999c6db6074b905838ace2a7

Now what really made me disapointed and a bit mad is that we had new and old players all the same make a friend of mine quit (doge) and he is harrassed when he tries to help the server and every time doge reports someone and it is a legit report all he gets is harrassed and i find that to be not abiding by the rules.

Now im doing this to help my friends and my community,I love the server and the people in it to death and i want to see it grow and not in a negative way.

I found another post and this is from Darek you know that one british guy that is really nice,Yea? well i dont like seeing nice people disapointed and what made him disapointed was that,

"Something has been bothering me about this community and it is how just because someone did something in the past and that they feel the need to drive them away from the community for good.My friend has left us because of people not allowing him to play by constantly harassing him so much they drove him to quit the server forever.i am not naming any names for a reason I don't want to send hate to anyone but the people who did it will read this and I know they will.If you know who I'm talking about please don't say any names thank you."
https://gyazo.com/05d3acdfe89bd8555faf403370284e3c Proof.

I am the voice of the people that get harassed non-stop on a day to day basis for many reasons even though theres a fucking rule that states

Respect all players.

Im sorry but something needed to be said and hopefully something gets done

And there are many more victims of this i just chose a select few

Matt, you are my friend and everything and i have never had a problem with you although i do know of many people that do. But i'm saying i have to agree with Kitten If someone or something on the server makes you mad it's not okay to screamd own your mic and kill everyones ears. I really like you as a person for the most part but when you are raging and being mean to new players and experienced players thats when my like for you changes into some kind of hatred to you. I'm not saying i don't like you its just i don't agree with some of the things you do and next time you get mad maybe you should deal with it yourself instead of hurting other people to make you feel better. I hope you don't take this the wrong way.

                                                                                                                                                                             Sincerely, FaZe JUAN

I understand all this and i want to say something.

FIRST Im am very sorry to all the people that ive screamed in my mic and have dealt with that i will fix that issue.

The problem with all this player disrepect is the way were handeling reports for breaking rules i understand that im not an admin i wouldnt understand but i must say this if we wait till friday to do something then nothing happens UNTIL friday. What im getting to is i think that reports should be handeld IMMEDIATLY once there filed so something can be done about what that person wants to stop.

But i must now do what i was trying to do but alot of interuptions have kept me from doing

Moonshade Community ,

I do apoligze for that way i act im sorry for the feelings that i have hurt and or just made people's experience not fun.
Im so sorry to the normal people who play like deadpool and such who utter dislike me (IM JUST SAYING THERES THE /SM COMMAND FOR A FUCKING REASON) buti do apoligize i understand that im not a chill guy to people but not everyone is perfect im not the image people are hoping to see when i connect to be chill and nice im sorry.

I will touch a little more on this before i end this (or try to)
My grandmother was abused by my real grandpa calling her names and more and people trying to make fun of me make me feel like im in my grandmas shoes and i promised myself i long time ago i wouldnt let that happen i would look deaper then the shiny gold but the deca of the personality i wouldnt let these people make me feel how misrable my grandma felt

Im sorry if you think i made this post for pity im just trying to explain IM NOT PERFECT

Matthew one more complaint on you and im muting you for a week

Sheckles, The Meme Vending Machine wrote

Matthew one more complaint on you and im muting you for a week

K fucking unfair

MattSriel wrote
Sheckles, The Meme Vending Machine wrote

Matthew one more complaint on you and im muting you for a week

K fucking unfair

Right, unfair.

i don't want to be the admin to always mute/gag without a TON of warnings, but guess i got to now.

Saeko its not all about muting/gagging some times you just need to tell people to stop.

Kit Kit wrote

Saeko its not all about muting/gagging some times you just need to tell people to stop.

And sometimes just telling people to stop doesn't cut it.

myback wrote
Kit Kit wrote

Saeko its not all about muting/gagging some times you just need to tell people to stop.

And sometimes just telling people to stop doesn't cut it.

then thats when they deserve a gag/mute

This post is split into parts, read the whole thing if you like. if not then skip around.

The admin sections
A lot of people fail to understand that defending a malicious player, or a player with malicious intent never solves anything, it should be up to the admins to judge whether or not a player is malicious. From first hand experience i have been yelled at, screamed at, and even lost friends, for doing my job as admin. It stings for a bit, makes you question if they were really your friend, but you get over it.

It is true, warnings do not serve too much purpose other than to say "hey stop or be punished." Multiple warnings never solve anything. the procedures in general, at least to me never helped, because you get the non-malicious players defending the players who are. In all honesty, if you do not like the way someone admins, instead of constantly fighting them, just take the ban, 10 minutes to 1 hour is hardly anything, that is 1 game of competitive, or if you do not like that, find something else to do, like: YouTube, Twitch.

It saves more hassle in the long run. I know how myback wants his admins ran, and I interfere with that, for 1 simple reason : When there is a new admin, i never see him/her properly trained, i even thought of doing tutorials for them on YouTube. This is no ones real fault. Being admin is more of a feeling or experience. You do not have to be trained to pick right from wrong. Being an admin is not really a democracy, its more of a oligarchy.

Back to the improper trainer, this could be a multitude of things, whether it is not enough time to train, or they are kind of rushed into the scene, knowing few commands, and relying off the warning system to help them. Again this is no ones fault. Being an admin is not a right, it is something that is, and will be held as a powerful position in which the individual can be held accountable for.

When i first got admin, not on mybacks servers, On my own, i was 11 or 12 at the time i felt entitled, not so much in a snobby way, but more in the sense that i was a decider of conflict, a ultimate resolution to a tiny problem. I wanted to be a "good" admin, when in reality there is not such a thing. everyone has their own point of views, and each should be respected to some degree. am i saying admins are right all the time? No, i see people who constantly fight the power with verbal slurs, instead of being formal, and taking the time to either, report the admin, or even strive to get admin yourself to make a viable impact on the community.

Now what i see is admins afraid to make a mistake and get instantly removed, or for a better word "demoted." the warning system should not be in place for players, but more towards guide lines for admins. If a admin makes a moderate mistake, he should be able to learn and not lose all chances to learn by getting removed. The admins should be warned, and co-exist with players, not be held as a higher up with no room for error.

The Player sections
Malicious players should neither be hated on or harassed, instead, call them out on their fallacies and see if they learn, that is the duty of the player, to help the admin deal with a situation in a timely manner. no punishment should be dealt by a player, use the report system, do not drag on a pointless argument, when ultimately you will still get punished, stalling does nothing in the long run.

Non malicious players should be held with high regard, maybe even praised for their good doings to actively help the community. >!http://www.area51servers.com/forums/viewtopic.php?f=21&t=2101&p=10979&hilit=exorcist#p10979 >! that is an old admin app of mine(i lied on the age, and became arguably one of the more favored admins to the players, but later down the road disliked on the admin team), the original server myback and i played on. through out the years the players got progressively worse, leading to what i call the Donald v Hillary (not starting a political warfare, because i could honestly not give two shits on what political party you care about) Where you have the best of the worse, eventually as the years went on the server finally became inactive, feel free to browse that place, myback and i almost literally grew up there, on HL2DM and that server.

What area51 did, was something unique, a bond held between players that could almost never be broken. That is what moonshade should be for, but insteasd i see all of these disrespect reports, or worse. The kids of moonshade try to act mature but in reality make people angry and annoyed, and the older of the community act like kids when they get angry. just put the differences aside and make up, unnecessary problems on a server that doesnt need problems.

Final words
not quite sure how to end this, but please be more respectful and do not disrupt the admin/s doing their work.

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