Now as most of you may know , i have lost my admin for reasons that were not properly explained to me , but i belive its because of the ties i have broken with other admins and a lot of people dislike me because of my behavior but i have my reasons.
lets start with the report from magical , (gag a fg blah blah blah) this was not intended for anyone , i even poke people after saying ( a rime a made when i was bored) i even poked it to Jon and i love jon (therefore it was not intended for anyone ), it was a stupid rhyme that meant nothing.
now that dosent mean i am completely innocent , i have bean irritable and rude to some people and i am aware of that but i have my reasons, school is starting and that stressed me out , my grandma just died and that's why i couldn't go to the meeting and defend myself i was gone for 4 days to go to her funeral
my behavior has definitely not bean the best in the resent months but like i said i have my reasons for my bad moods and i hope to work out my frustrations and lern to deal with them and i will be reapplying for admin in the future ones i believe i have improved and am ready to ones again be a great admin like i ones was.
i did not want kitten to get in trouble i just wanted the poking to stop , i did not want magical to hate me because of it. my mom and my step dad are getting a divorce i dont know whats going to happen to me , maybe ill go back to the streets , but thats why i was really upset when kitten was poking me non stop.
I have bean a part of this community since January of 2015 , now in January when the server was dead i would go in there and invite people and help it grow by giving countless tutorials and helping with dramas and other things, i even gave Sir Razor and the real biscuit there tutorials and probable other admins, i believe i am one of the reasons for moonshades success in the beginning stages , i love this community and i hope it grows and flourishes, i believe that the good i have done for the community out-ways the bad but alot of people have not witnessed the good. i will still be a member and supported and i will keep giving tutorials when possible and i will try and do things that will benefit the community i want nothing but good for this community , i love you guys and i will be on the server when ever possible but i will be busy with school every day