Although you may be mad you don't have to leave. Perhaps the reason why the admins voted no to your application is because they don't really know you or like you. This is why I think the judgement and the acceptance of admin applications is flawed, the admin application shouldn't rely on new admins which is about 50% of the votes to choose whether or not you should become one yourself.
The things that should be happening when selecting admins is the most important members of the community should vote. i.e such as Mewn, Syle, Myback.
While selecting whether or not you should become admin they should totally rely on:
• How well your application is structured (Did you take time, is it convincing enough?)
• The replies to the topic, see the % between +rep and -rep and how trustworthy these people can be.
• Final choice is the owner's or high ranks choice.
I totally do agree with you that it is ridiculous that your application was skipped over 2 meetings. Perhaps it just didn't get enough votes from the time it was created therefore the judgement couldn't be made since we didn't have any idea what to vote. But in all honesty, someone who is determined to become an admin shouldn't react like this, honestly I get you, I HATE seeing denial on my applications when I apply somewhere, but it doesn't mean you have to give up after the first try.
I myself got denied twice already, it's very funny, the reasons are at least... but that's not the point, I want to personally see you back in the server, playing, enjoying yourself.
Thank you for sharing these issues with us, this definitely helps us understand and acknowledge stuff we didn't realise.
Perhaps if you re-apply soon, I'll post a +rep :]. Trust me, my vote counts.