Forgive my choppy sentences. I am in a bit of a rush.
I was eager to see what you were posting today, won't lie. I can't lie, not about this, this is one of the biggest tearjerker stories I have experienced since 2006. Not once have I felt a strong sense of mixed emotions on MoonShade before. I consider you one of our core dedicated players, as in one of the closest friends I respect in MoonShade. Yes, I treat our members like my very own friends, because they are. When something bad happens to your friends, what do you feel? It's not a good feeling, that's all I can say.
I hope you're taking questions, cause I got plenty of them. Either you can answer them in the topic or more preferably a Private Message:
= When you mentioned "My own friends turned their backs on be because I had the most money and for whatever reason they viewed me as a threat". As you might know, I solve problems for a living, that's what programmers do, its what I do. I don't solve problems in just with coding however, I like to solve server problems. (Remmeber Mr.Anonymous?) I might've ignored you during April if you ever asked for my help before, but I do not recall you doing so. Long story short, I could have been able to fix whatever was screwed up. I request that I know the names of these "Friends". That would assist my efforts in solving this next problem. and greater helping the community. For future reference, communication is the best way of resolving critical issues. Thanks.
= Is this a resignation post? (Sorry for asking) I pray it not be, it's too soon.
= I don't wanna be nosy or anything like that, but about Laxative. I've heard things, weird things, and I just wanted to clear up about this.
= At the end of your post, I had no idea you were that busy. I want just want to comment you find enough time to however, screw with SuperJay. Don't get me wrong though, he deserves everything he gets. You haven't read my personal chat with him, it was an ugly one. Surely you would be able to replace that time to help my server I pretty much hand crafted myself for the better?
<REMOVED/ can't spill this one in public sorry>
= You're gonna miss the High Roller's Update!! God dammit I hate my life. I'm so selfish. To tell you the truth, it originally was going to be added back in February, but then, RED COINS. UGH. Then I got sick, then I had to catch up with the drama and SuperJay, then I had to fix the Mr.Anonymous problem.
Like I said, I'm not gonna lie. I personally felt like a knife pierced my guts when I saw some your particular posts in April. I'm not even going to mention how I felt when got the answer from when I asked RaZor to ask you about your activity. As for recently, I didn't get to read the one you posted at midnight yesterday though. No, you're not a "bipolar nerd". I wish I could just give you a magical boost of confidence. I don't dislike you in any way shape or form. I dislike the entities in which caused you to behave in the ways in which made me realize this story was a tearjerker.
Godspeed Joey Ansigt